insight07's blog

life is a lovely chaos

Copyright Β©Devika Todi. All rights reserved.

  • The sky is the colour of fish.
    They are often found in shops near my house, on display.
    I always stare at their eyes.

    It is a full moon outside and I am smiling.
    Miles away, fishes in the Arabian Sea rush to the surface to see the same moon.

    I am on my way home, away from my fisher’s net.
    Maybe my counterparts in the sea are not so lucky as they seek theirs.
    Fishermen dot the horizon.

    It is a new day.
    The sky is the colour of light.

    I am a fish, in a suit.
    With red toenails.

    ~insight07

    β€’
    Copyright Β©Devika Todi. All rights reserved.

  • image

    16 November 2034
    Dear Charles,

    I remember that day
    16 November 1984
    When my friend Laura, first introduced us
    You, a skinny boy of 15
    Me, a snobbish girl of 13
    Oh how we hated each other!

    I remember that day
    16 November 1994
    When we met unexpectedly
    It was Laura’s engagement party
    Gone was the immaturity
    In place, stood a young man of 25
    A pretty lady of 23
    And something special began

    I remember that day
    16 November 2004
    When we stood together in the balcony
    Witnessing a beautiful sunset
    Our baby girl held preciously by you
    Our love, surrounding us in a safe bubble
    Life was perfect, for that one evening

    I remember that day
    16 November 2014
    When you had left me
    Your journey was complete, but not mine
    Our daughter sits at your grave, whispering to you
    It’s a secret, she says
    I won’t disturb her

    I remember that day
    16 November 2024
    Our daughter fidgets nervously
    I tell her how beautiful she looks
    How proud I am of her
    How proud you would be
    And in that moment, I felt your presence
    As I walked her down the aisle
    You were there, looking after us

    It’s getting late
    And I remember it all
    16 November 2034
    Memories spread everywhere
    Photos, souvenirs
    All of it rushed back to me
    I look at the most recent photo
    Our grandkids, twins
    They remind me of a younger version of us

    Today, I know
    My journey is reaching its end
    And in these last few moments,
    I remember
    The bitter-sweet memories
    They leave me satisfied

    Yes, my love
    I am coming to you
    This is the last letter
    That I am leaving here, at your grave
    I’ll meet you soon
    And then, we will have our own
    Happy forever

    Love, Diana

    ~insight07

    This post is inspired by the movie, One day.
    It is absolutely beautiful. I would suggest everyone to watch it!

    Copyright Β©Devika Todi. All rights reserved.

  • The taste of these days
    Is ice on my tongue.
    I swallow the melting pieces
    My neck feeling numb.
    Chills run down my spine
    Pins and needles
    Prick my fingertips.
    An ache spreads from my jaw to my head
    All across the bowl of my brain.
    Tiny fishes shiver in the cold waves
    That has entered the mindspace
    Drifting, drifting away
    To a particular thought that’s bleeding me-
    What will be?
    β€’
    ~insight07

    Read more in my book- Sun on my Hands!
    Grab your copy now (USA only) https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0C5763NWL


    β€’
    Copyright Β©Devika Todi. All rights reserved.

  • Today, I went to a place with stale memories
    Four years too old, and fresh strawberries
    Ice cream in cold, I wore a white t-shirt
    All bad decisions have unfolded over desserts.
    I feel stupid for remembering all this
    Do I even cross these minds? I wonder sometimes.
    I will let it be, like every other thing
    A visitor to this city
    A visitor to these memories.
    I should pack my bags for a different place-
    A demon over my red mind.
    β€’
    ~insight07
    β€’
    Copyright Β©Devika Todi. All rights reserved.

Design a site like this with WordPress.com
Get started