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life is a lovely chaos

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    Offence, defence

    Our spears in hand

    Hot in our veins,

    Blood angry red

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    A garden on my back

    Spring, summer, and fall

    Yellow, red tired leaves

    A graveyard of brown branched trees.

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    White bones, white snow

    Flakes on my cold lips

    Blue, my mood shows.

    Behind bars, my fears scream

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    Silence sits on my being.

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    ~insight07

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  • I am falling
    After all the battles
    And cries.
    Fires and sighs.

    A pile of rocks and a rope and a noose
    I am falling
    Deeper, where no light touches
    Towards the edges.

    I can’t see or feel
    Even breathing that is easy
    Is so difficult.
    The circle of my comfort has dissapered
    In dark, and my eyes swim
    In dark circles.

    I have fallen now.
    Wings near feet and toes tucked in
    A mind that is a spear, at my side
    Voices of others surround me,
    Their whispers of me more true than the
    Guidance of my inner voice.

    I have nothing left to say or
    See or feel.
    There is a dark glow that follows me as I try to exist within my comfort zone of
    Self doubt and betrayal.

    My breath travels up and down, free from the laws of mind as
    I see internally.

    Will there be a sign?

    ~insight07

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  • A game of luck,
    Pieces of paper flying
    We are mistaken for birds
    Or clouds. Or just thoughts
    By the worms below.
    A dream of wings, of flight
    We all have. Yet, we must find
    Ourselves, again and again before we
    Step off and jump and
    Find balance or get hit or maybe just
    Find luck on a cloud- floating by.
    Against gravity, logic, rationale, and feeling
    We find ourselves
    Drowning, swimming, existing
    Suffocating, adapting, breathing, then being without breath
    With eyes wide open, look at the world around
    As it spins out of order, control, imagination

    Yet. It is held together. By love and luck.
    May we also have the strength to let go
    Only to be found. Again and again.

    ~insight07

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  • A walk on ashes, a breath of fresh air
    Full of smoke, and internet waves.
    Books lie empty, their words scattered on the ground
    People collect them in their palms and carry them around.
    Memory is forgotten, replaced by digital screens
    The algorithm drives us. And we drive machines.
    Ads have replaced conversations.
    Logos make for eyes as we scan QR Codes
    From papers of truth.
    But what is the truth?

    Fingers have forgotten to feel and
    We only smell the soapy scent of washed hands,
    As hands cover mouths and nose and eyes and ears
    No animal like us has walked the globe.
    Or crawled or slithered or flown.

    We are alive. In the cages of a few minds?
    We are free. But at what cost?
    We make choices. Between real alternatives?
    We are civilized. But are we the only ones with a society?

    I donโ€™t have answers. I am losing the ability to question too.
    I do know how to feed the algorithm though.
    It tells me what I should like/ remember/ feel/ love.
    I am up for sale. On different mediums and categories.
    Can you sell me the entire market?

    ~insight07

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