Blue mood

The universe, this world
Feels like a construct of my mind
A mind I want to escape
I want every trace of me
To disappear from existence
My breaths should cease
Every essence of my being
Dissolve
Each night I sleep
Hoping, all this is a bad dream
This life, all these people
A construct of my mind
Real feels unreal sometimes
It is too warm, too white, too simple
And then, I feel it
The overwhelming strength of loneliness
As it fills me from within and out.
I want to escape
Escape and run away
Far far away.

~insight07

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Me

I’m scared of fire
And midnight sun burning blue
I’m a little insecure
And a little anxious too
I’m a little broken
And damaged from the inside
I’m a little too emotional
And a little on the thin side
I’m a little outspoken
And sometimes rude
I’m sometimes, a little cold
And always looking for a muse
I’m a lot of bad things
A few terrible ones too
But, after a lot of hate
I’ve finally begun to love
This skin, these bones, this mind
The voices, my words, my art; all mine.
And no matter what happens
I’m not letting go
Letting go of
Myself, me.
Me.

~insight07

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Apathy

Your bitter empty promises;
I tie them around my neck,
Secure the knot twice
And place it on my chest.
I carry all this hurt
From unsaid unspoken words;
Cuts deep within
My throat and tongue.
Was I too foolish to not see,
Was I too blind in love?
Was I too quick to judge,
Your apathy as love?

~insight07

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Soon

When you feel the sky is breaking

And pouring pain on you

I want you to remember

It will get over

It will get better

Soon.

~insight07

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