My thoughts are jumbled,
Pieces don’t fit together.
Whirls of confusions
Draining my clarity of thought.
Smoke rises in swirls
My hopes and dreams burn.
There is no peace
It’s a war inside my head
And I am the one
Who is getting destroyed.
~insight07
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Your words and thoughts
Bitter, as I swallow them down.
They cut me from within;
Wounds on my chest and neck.
I begin hating each square inch
Of my pale skin.
Bad bad bad
No one will love you
The way you want to be loved.
Cracks appear on people
And relationships of years
And memories.
Sunshine and wind of
Time and distance and lost love
Erode me.
Millions of rocks sit on my chest
Heavy, daunting, familiar.
Maybe, tonight
I’ll finally sink in
The depth of my darkness.
~insight07
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You’ll never be enough
Never be fine
Always the third one
Who’ll fade into time
You’re not needed
Never needed
Just an option
Never the priority
You fill spaces left by others
Filling spaces larger than yourself
I see you
I see you
Shrinking in yourself
Hiding, crying, trying
Screaming in your mind
Dark surrounds you
Clouding the bright sunshine
Making you remember
Someday you’ll be gone
Without doing any wrong
Be right, do right
I was taught from a young age
Yet the urge to breakaway
Stands strong
Someday the need will subside
And these thoughts will grow mild
Until then, I’ll let them haunt
The silences that scream storm.
~insight07
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